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listen to me, i'm on the stereo:
get up and dance!
rawk!
scottish pride
(i think i'm obsessed with my cd burner)
links:
sarah
gleebs
jamie
matt(y)
goose
chrissy
tara
kitana
lannie
meghan
tavie
beth
allison
ryan
nicole
colleen
sam
refugee camp
matt
julie
but i'm still going. so this will probably be my last blog for the weekend, because my sister never lets me use her laptop. goodbye. have fun, everyone.
i'm giving my readers a preview of my new layout. like it? the collage literally took me hours (but that might be because i'm an idiot) so you better.
although, now that i took out my photo albums of concert pictures, there is that picture of us with dido...[g]
i'm going to go work on a new layout now. because, as gorgeous as ian somerhalder is, his two month period is almost over. [g] next theme: angry salad! (i figured it's about time i had a layout with them, it's only been...three years?) and don't worry, gleebs, i won't put up the picture of you in the dunkin donuts poncho. because i also look bad in that picture. that was just a bad day for pictures all around. except for laura. she looked fine...i'm jealous.
this is just another pointless post. actually, the point is to get rid of the pop-ups. just so you know. and i have a new motto. it is located at the top of this page. i now have two mottos: "being wicked does not make you a bad person" and "having fun is the key to life". yes.
i love this song. yep.
last night, i almost went to bed at a decent time...i got offline at 10:30, and i went to bed, but then i ended up writing in my journal for an hour (i had issues i needed to vent about) and then i predicted my future (my mum got me this awesome little fortune-telling book the other day) until one in the morning. then i went to sleep. but...that was at one. which is not a decent time to go to sleep. but it was still better than when i've been going to sleep lately...
blitzkrieg bop! this is such a fun song...thanks to sarah for it. because such a long time ago, she told everyone to download it. and i did, because i listen to what she says.
and...jamie's on! yay! [g] ooh, and jamie just started playing. freaky. i have all my songs on random, and that one comes on. that was...kind of cool.
okay, so i just got offline (i got offline? how often does that happen?) to call amy, and...it's busy. i thought she had two phone lines...? maybe she got rid of one. but so, someone's probably online. and it's not her. haha, i'm an idiot. i used to have her on my buddy list, but then aol screwed up and deleted most of them from my list...and i forgot to put her back on. that's why she's never online! but...she's still not on. so it's not my fault.
ooh, sloan! i love sloan...[g]
i've been enjoying the new features of diaryland, even though i never post on it anymore (i might start to, though, on thursday nights when i'm stuck at the library because blogger doesn't work on those computers). the profiles are fun! but i noticed that i desperately need to find favourite diaries...because i have three. i'm such a loser.
and the joke is when he awoke his body was covered in coke fizz!
really, can you get any more clever than that? ooh, i just almost ran over my cat with this rolling chair. oops...
hm. another boring day of doing nothing. actually, i have to call amy and tell her that i might not go to her party because i'm going to connecticut because it depends on the weather (stupid snow...) but if i don't go, i'll call her tomorrow. but since i have this rule about not calling people before noon (mostly because i'm almost never up before noon so i don't think other people are), i have to wait. and when it's noon, i'll probably forget to call her. or she'll be at work.
what should i do today? maybe i should actually watch the past six episodes of the naked chef (you know, except tuesday's...) that i haven't seen. whenever i say, 'oh, i'm going to watch the naked chef' i'm always reminded of that tivo commercial where the chick's looking at her date's program list and it says stuff like, 'let's get naked'. but seriously, the naked chef is not like that! it just...sounds like it is. that's because jamie oliver rocks.
yes, this is another one of those "this song rocks" posts. i'm bored, sue me. maybe tonight i'll actually go to bed at a decent time. but i won't go to sleep, because i started a new book last night (winds of fate by mercedes lackey...i love her). i've actually had the book out of the library since...october. but i haven't read it. once again, i suck. [g]
thanks to jess for this band...even if i can't thank her personally because her guestbook won't work. so, hopefully she still reads this. if not...i guess i'll actually have to send an email. i shudder at the thought. i am not an email person. except when it's to kim, because that's the only way we get to communicate now (she needs to move back down here!), and occasional random emails that are one sentence long to beth, almost always involving alex. because i'm a loser.
anyway...yeah. i went off on another subject there. i want to watch the labyrinth. maybe i will. actually, you know what i really want to watch? my favourite movie as a kid (and i mean, really little, before kindergarten) was a movie called the last unicorn. i seriously wore that tape out...maybe five times? and i miss it. i watched it about six years ago and was like, 'wow, this is really fake.' it's strange. when you're little, you think it looks so real (or at least, i did...but i was also dillusional...still am) but then you grow up and your perception of things have changed...anyway, does anyone else remember that movie? i haven't found anyone as of yet who has. i think it existed only in my house. actually, that's not true. it was on hbo a few months ago. but since i don't get hbo, i didn't get to watch it. i suck.
i really do have high self-esteem. it just doesn't seem like that.
argh, why am i such an idiot? he said basil! and i missed it! well, the show's also on saturday nights but there are a few problems with that: 1) i won't be home 2) my sister doesn't get the food network, 3) i don't know if the saturday night episodes are the same ones as the tuesday before. i hope they are...i'll have to remember to actually set my vcr and put a tape in. because it's always set to tape it on tuesday nights, but i just forgot the tape part...i'm a genius. really.
i was bored today (as usual, because it's vacation and i do all my fun stuff the first day) so i took a shower, got dressed (i really wanted to stay naked but you know, i don't think everyone else would appreciate that [g]) in my JEANS, put my music on really loud (i was the only one home, my mum was at work and my brother disappeared to somewhere), and did my hair and makeup. which i never do. and to go where? church. i'm such a loser. [g]
so, i might be stuck at my sister's college for a few days longer than intended. because it's supposed to snow and rain on sunday, and my mum will not drive in those conditions. so...she said that i might be stuck there until next friday, when she was going to pick up katie to bring home anyway (she has vacation the week after next). so i might get two weeks of vacation. but of course, that would never happen because the weather just doesn't work with me. but it would be awesome if it did.
and i still have to call amy about not going to her party on saturday...oops. [g]
i really have nothing to say. i just felt like blogging because i can. ha.
so. i am officially an idiot. i cannot keep track of days while on vacation, and last night was apparently tuesday. naked chef night. and...i forgot to watch it! not only that, but i forgot to put a tape in the vcr to tape it! along with that 70s show, but that's just not as important as the naked chef. so...i want full details. did he say "basil"? what were the cute faces he made while mixing things? i need info! [g]
it's only midnight, yet everyone is gone...? that's so sad. beth had to get off because she has school tomorrow (she had it today too, she doesn't have february vacation) but even erica got off before her...i'm bored. maybe i'll go on my other screen name and do weird things. [g]
okay, does anyone know how to get a smaller font on webpages? because i thought i knew how, but apparently not because it's not working...help. please. [g]
aol's being evil again...i came on here to say something about twenty minutes ago, but then i got kicked off about five times, and the other times the internet wouldn't work because i connected at about .2 bps...but now it's finally working. hopefully. and...i forgot what i was going to say.
oh yeah! i somehow found my really old guestbook from two or three years ago (back when my page was dedicated to the monkees) and was reading it...all these old people that i never talk to anymore! well, there was jamie and gleebs and stuff, but there was also erin and aiden and janine saying "holy ivan ianolli!" i still talk to janine occasionally on belgravia, but the others have disappeared. erin was wicked cool, too. it almost brought tears to my eyes. [g]
so. i actually joined webrings today. it's pretty weird that these are my first, seeing how long i've had a webpage. i just...never considered them before. oh well. but they can be found on my homepage if you care. didn't think so.
i love weezer. i want to go to their concert so bad...jamie is going in a few weeks. lucky. and she gets to see the get up kids! i'm so jealous...i'm convinced that half my school is going to see them. and yet...i'm not. it's so unfair.
i'm going to stop complaining about everything now. seriously. i'm sorry that i'm whining, i just...have nothing to talk about. see what happens when i take alex out of my conversations? [g]
i'm so bored...but now only one of my brother's evil friends is here. apparently, the other one wasn't really his friend, he just...tagged along. loser.
but i'm so bored...sarah updated her page! yay! [g] and now i want to go watch cheesy 80s movies...oh! i'm missing that 70s show! i'm such a loser...and there's no tape in the vcr to tape it. i suck.
i can't wait for friday...i'm actually going to leave this place. to go to a college full of hot guys! yeah! [g] and i can finally see what lacrosee is...so many people have tried to explain this to me but i still don't understand. and supposedly, the hot guys play it, not basketball, at her school. i guess it's true everywhere.
ooh, erica's on! time for more crazy conversations until two in the morning...[g]
i'm so bored...and am about to kick this stupid kid out of my house. i could take my car and drive away from here...too bad i don't have my license. [g] but i could still take my car. just...illegally.
someone save me. please. i don't care who it is, just...someone. my brother's stupid friend (paul) that i don't like at all has been here since i woke up at noon, but they left and went for a walk, and came back with another stupid friend. i've never seen him before in my life, but he's a hundred times worse than paul. just another reason to get a job so i can get out of this house...i'm going to scream. they won't even let me be in peace with my music, they have to keep talking to me about mullets and the sims and stuff (i was playing that when they came in and they wouldn't shut up about it) and it's just so annoying. so i think i'm going to go hide in my room until my mum gets home from work...at nine. that's so far away...
now the sound's playing. i just had to, you know, close every single thing on my computer. evil computer.
but i love guster...how can you not love a band who has someone with the last name rosenworcel in it? [g] speaking of which, i'm going to go play the sims, because i've neglected my family for the past...month or so. i suck. [g]
wow, it's only tuesday? i thought it was at least wednesday...then i would actually have something to do. well, not really until night but still...i just filled out the registration form for the sat's...so confusing! first of all, they wanted to know how many art courses i've taken or plan to take. I counted them all up...and it came to seventeen or something outrageous like that. [g] and then they wanted to know my intended majour. i want to be an english teacher and a writer. both of them. so i brooded over that for a while, finally put english teacher...and get to the next section, which says to list four other possible majours. so i put writer, artist, art teacher, and journalist. yep.
speaking of journalism, erica's still bugging me about doing an article on the basketball team...okay first of all, i'm not the sports writer for the newspaper. second of all, i don't want to. but she keeps insisting on it...she's crazy. [g]
and i need to register for the sat II's... i'm taking them in writing and literature this year, and probably spanish and history next year (which, ironically, are courses i am not taking next year). and you know what? i don't want to be a seniour and do all this stuff. i just want to go to my little college in canada and be happy and away from here. but i still have one more year stuck in this stupid school....i envy all the seniours like gleebs. it's not fair. and jamie? she should be in my grade. but she's not. lucky... and then there's sarah, of course, who's in college and in canada already. i'm so envious of her. [g]
yes, i'm extremely bored. can you tell? and why won't the stupid sound work on my computer? i'm going to yell at it now. because nobody else is home. [g]
who's the mastah? who's the mastah? who's the mastah, my sugah blastah?
this song is so much fun...i'm so bored. i need erica to come on and have weird conversations with me.
so, now that i've actually gotten some sleep, i reread all that stuff from last night and realised that it sounds extremely crackheady. i'm not really a druggie, i just...act like it. a lot.
and this stupid clementine has so many seeds...clementines aren't supposed to have seeds! and it's...tangier than they usually are. this is a bad clementine.
and where is nate? he's supposed to bring over my hair dye so erica can come over and dye my hair and play my guitar. but nate's being stupid. stupid, stupid boy... and it's not like he has an excuse, because he has the car because his entire family's out in california for the week. even his sister (who lives down the street from me, that's how i know this) is gone. so...get a freaking car and get over here, nate! [g]
and i had a dream about alex. he was in my history class. which is weird, because he's not...but it actually made sense. except for the fact that my class's desks were in the middle of the library instead of the classroom...i think i need more sleep. the stupid phone woke me up at noon. and since i didn't go to sleep until...five? that was bad. vacations rock. [g]
okay, now it's giving me that stupid "an error occured while processing this directive" message...i got rid of it on my main page. how? i have no clue.
i've been talking to erica for the past five hours now...and our conversation's still going strong. we're still finding weird things to talk about. such as...raft-boy! "he swims! he paddles! he floats and tans! he's....raft-boy!" just lounging on his raft: "you wanna play shark? volleyball?" "no, i'm raft-boy!" coming soon to a pool near you.
the previous dialogue parts were contributed by erica. with my help, of course.
but hey, he doesn't tan, he's too pale...oh yeah, and he has beadly eyes. add that to the long list of adjectives i use to call him...
in an email i just recieved from erica: "tell ur friends! ur family! neighbours! flying squirrels! raft-boys!" we have way too much fun...but this is the best time for conversations. seriously. the only downside is that i'm probably going wake my mum up from hysterical laughter any minute now...
my latest discovery: there are people in the phonebook with the last name 'bullock'. can you imagine that? [g]
i still need to go to sleep...but now i'm looking at funny pictures. and no, you cannot see them because some are of me.
ooh! angry salad just came on on my computer! it sounds funny, though...why is it so weird?
erica and i need sleep:
Angry Crouton: oh wow, the angry salad concert in worcester is the 23rd...what day is that?
swimaegean7: of this month? this fri
Angry Crouton: yeah...friday? that's not fair, i'm leaving that day...
swimaegean7: :-(
Angry Crouton: why can't that be the day of the fairfield concert? that's not until april...
swimaegean7: i have no idea
Angry Crouton: stupid angry salad. : Þ
Angry Crouton: but not really. [g]
swimaegean7: lol u should like picket or something!
swimaegean7: w/ a travis for congress sign!
swimaegean7: lol
Angry Crouton: i never got one of those... : (
swimaegean7: [G] i'm getting a pic of u picketting, its so funny no offense
swimaegean7: i know :-(
Angry Crouton: yeah, it is funny....i could see myself doing it [g] right outside alex's house...[g]
swimaegean7: OMG that would be funny
swimaegean7: "travis for cong!"
Angry Crouton: i'm seriously cracking up over here and i think i'm going to wake up my mum...
Angry Crouton: he'd really be like, 'go away, you psycho!' then...
swimaegean7: me too!
swimaegean7: lol
swimaegean7: u can be like "do i have ur support for travis?"
swimaegean7: "will u fill out this *brief* support questionnaire?" (that has like his daily schedule and house mapped out on it)
Angry Crouton: and he'd be like, "only if you stop stalking me"
swimaegean7: lol
Angry Crouton: and then i would know what he's doing every single minute of the day...because i only know his hourly schedule as of right now [g]
swimaegean7: and u'd be like "but this is a stalking AID, eh, a questionnaire for travis!"
Angry Crouton: and he'd be like, "well, i'm turning democrat!" (or republican, whichever travis wasn't...) and i can be like, "but travis isn't either of those, they're from scotland and they wear kilts! and they want pictures of *you* in kilts! try this one on..."
swimaegean7: OMG
swimaegean7: i am laughing so hard, i'm gonna wake up my fam and get yelled at!
yeah...we definitely need sleep. [g] but i'm off to play with her mouse-dragging thing and make the links dance to supernova girl now. because it's fun.
this band rocks. especially since allan is beth's guitar teacher.
that is all. can you tell how bored i am?
aaargh...this is frustrating. guster just announced some new tour dates...and the closest to here is pennsylvania. they're getting as bad as angry salad. actually, as is coming to worcester. my mum just won't go because our cousin goes to the college they're doing the show at and she likes not having to see him all the time. can you feel the love in our family? [g] but i might see them at fairfield university because my sister's college is right down the street...which is where i'm going friday. yay!
the sound's working again. because i had to restart my entire computer. computers are eeeeevil. how many times a day do i say that? but at least aol's started working right now that we called them up. coincidence? i doubt it.
so, i figured out why it kept going to my other blog when i clicked on the icon at the top of aol...i had it set to go there. i'm a genius, really. [g] but now that i've gotten that straightened out...i'm going to go take a shower. vacations are good for this reason. [g]
i want someone to write a song for me. even if it's like, "get away from me, you psycho stalker" (as would be the case with angry salad) such as the one rufus wainwright wrote (what was it called? i forget, he sang it at my concert and that was so long ago), that would still be better than nothing. or...at least dedicate a song to me. like how peter noone sang god knows for beth a couple weeks ago...that would be suitable. but i really want a song written for me. it shall be my lifelong goal...i'm serious!
and last time i went to post this, it posted it to my other blog, which i deleted an hour ago...what is going on? stupid blogger...
i could have sworn that i deleted my other blog...but nope, i log in and it's still there. so i just deleted it again. yay. i am having so much trouble with the internet lately, it's pathetic. we should all boycott it (yeah right).
i am so bored...and someone just imed me asking what the best david bowie album is. david bowie rocks, how can you pick the best? a favourite, maybe, but not the best.
see? you tell it to die, and it works. just like aol last night.
anyway...new blog. obviously. on which i will try not to mention alex quite so much...at all. it might happen for a day. [g]