and i have the theme song to "three's company" stuck in my head. i've had songs stuck in my head all day. first it was destiny's child's "independent woman" then metallica...i blame those on the basketball warm-up mixtapes. and now i have a mix of all three songs in my head. greeeat.
so said lynne at 11:05 PM [say something yourself]

i want to ramble about raft-boy right now. because i'm bored. but i'm not going to. so this is basically a pointless post. it's just here because i'm bored. and waiting for my mum to go to bed. so i can watch a movie out here. fragmented sentences are fun. i have salad dressing on my shirt. from eating a salad when i got home. it's a white shirt, too. so i should put it in the wash. i need to find a ride to the talent show. because erica's going there straight from swimming. and jenna said she's probably going late. maybe i should ask raft-boy for a ride. ha, can you imagine that? first he has to come online, though. and he's very bad at that. i want my computer to moo. cows are fun. es esa una vaca? i remember saying that all the time to mrs. gonsalez's son when i went to my guitar lessons last school year. because he worked there. and she was my spanish teacher. so we would have weird conversations in spanish. he was freaky. but funny. i like funny boys. raft-boy used to make me laugh. now he just frustrates me. he needs to do something to renew my confidence in him. too bad he's not in the talent show. stupid boy. i'm bored. can you tell?
so said lynne at 11:01 PM [say something yourself]

i just got home a little while ago and i come online and nobody's on. that's EVIL. not even my sister's home (haha), so i can't tell her about my awesome day and my crisis (all rolled into one), and find out how her study date with brandon went...and the sound's not working on my computer! grrr....

but besides all that, i had a great day. well, except for school because i completely blanked out on my trig test and got all the formulas wrong and didn't even finish the two proofs...but my chemistry and english tests were easy. but then i came home and didn't do much except talk on the phone with jenna (how i hate the phone...) and then i went and picked her up and we went back to school for basketball. that was fun. i've missed basketball so much, and i love it so incredibly much, and that's all i can say, it was fun? i'm pathetic. but...i miss it again. [g]

and...that was all. exciting day, huh? and i have to call someplace for a job interview tomorrow, my mum says i can't use the computer until i do it. i hate the phone. i'd much rather send them an email or just show up. but no, they say to call so i have to call. ihatethephoneihatethephoneihatethephoneihatethephone...

but the talent show's tomorrow! i am so excited for that...[g] the demonic one's in it. greeeat. (note the hint of sarcasm) i won't cheer for him. i'm serious. [g]
so said lynne at 9:27 PM [say something yourself]

so, what i said about bleached hair last night...ignore that. today in school i saw someone who's usually mildly hot and he bleached his hair and it's awesome. awww yeah. [g] i think i seriously have split personalities...everyone should know what i'm talking about. if not, im me and i'll fill you in.

i'm going over erica's house tomorrow for the talent show, so i probably won't be online after the afternoon because i'm sleeping over there...and she's dyeing my hair! okay, i know i said i was going to dye it pink about a month ago but i never got the dye (because nate's an idiot...). but erica already has the dye (it's blue!) so we're all set. i cannot wait...

i'm going to the basketball game tonight. with jenna. she's coming over in a half hour or so...erica was going to go but she had to go on a date instead...oh well. i don't envy her though, because i'd much rather go to a basketball game than on a date with who she's going with. yep.

and...sarah's webpage isn't working! it says it doesn't exist! what's going on here? i need my daily dose of sarah! [g]
so said lynne at 3:45 PM [say something yourself]

i just finished watching the last unicorn...did that bring back a lot of childhood memories or what? i seriously watched it at least once a day from age...three? until i was in fifth grade. so i was watching it today, and realised that i can still recite the entire thing. [g] and it was still a beautiful movie. exactly like i remembered. i want to watch it again...i had to watch it in my mum's room because my vcr decided to not play sound (what is it with all my stuff not playing sound?!). and then i come on, and nobody else is on. bah...

i had spanish homework to do today but i don't know what it was, since he decided to announce it after the bell rang (he was still correcting what we had been doing in class after it rang, and then he gave the homework) and i kind of had to run across the school...oh well. i'll eventually find out what it was.

mmm....apple juice is so good. i was craving this all day. well, that and blue koolaid (so i have weird cravings) because i haven't had either in a long long time. well, my mum bought some apple juice on the way home from work tonight, and then apparently she made blue koolaid while i was watching my movie. rock.

and i saw the indie rock guy at the cafe again today...i love thursdays. jess also thinks he's cute, so i'm not the only one. yay. he's a random guy that i fall in love with. the only thing i say to him is my order, and i usually complain that they have no cheese danish (or jess buys the last one...). but spotlight's ending the first week in april. it'll be so sad, because then i'll have to wait until next october to see him...he's a sophomore in college. he told jess this today. she actually had a conversation with him. i, on the other hand, just listened. [g]
so said lynne at 10:24 PM [say something yourself]

so, i was an idiot this morning. want to hear the stupid thing i did? of course you do. i went to bed at 11:30 last night...and woke up at 1:30. in the morning. only, for some reason i thought my alarm had gone off (because i roll over, turn it off, and go back to sleep for a few minutes) so i got up and went in the shower. then i got out at quarter to two, looked at my clock, and was like, "hey, it's not six..." so i went back to bed, with soaking wet hair, and my pillow's still wet. [g] but...it ended up working in my favour because i got to sleep an extra forty minutes this morning (because i had taken such a quick shower and then just threw on any clothes and went right back to sleep). even if my hair was horrible when i woke up. then i drenched it and it almost obeyed me.

speaking of hair, how does one be subtle in telling another person they don't like their bleached hair? i'll have to ponder over that one...i definitely do not like bleached hair. [g]
so said lynne at 7:47 PM [say something yourself]

you know when you think someone keeps directing these comments to you, but you have absolutely no reason to think that? yeah, i hate that. i wish people would be more obvious.
so said lynne at 7:17 PM [say something yourself]

i'm bored...maybe i should actually get offline. why would i do a thing like that? that's insane! i've read everyone's blogs and diaries and everything, and i have nothing to do. i wish people would write interesting things in my guestbooks. or at least things i can reply to. i wish people would at least come online and talk to me...i am so very bored. can you tell?

i will now go back to staring at my buddy list and willing people to come online and talk to me. ha...beth should be coming home soon. good.
so said lynne at 9:38 PM [say something yourself]

i think it's kind of funny that beth sends me emails whenever raft-boy comes online. does anyone else find it amusing? or just...weird? well, those people suck then. or not. because i'm sure erica thinks it's both weird and pathetic but she's still pukka.

today i decided that in college, i definitely want to work on the school radio. how awesome would that be? then i could play angry salad, sloan, spacehog, tsar, and all these other great bands that nobody's ever heard of around here (or wherever i go to college...hopefully not around here). and it would just be awesome. but first i'd have to get over that whole shyness thing...so much for that idea. but i still cannot wait for college...i desperately need help. does anyone have a cure for seniouritis when you're only a juniour?

i have nothing of real importance to say. did you realise that? probably. i just got back from church about a half hour ago. and already i have nothing to do. hm...maybe beth will come on. oh no wait, she left for church a little while ago. she has to be in a different time zone...

and i cannot connect to napster and it's annoying me because i want to download coldplay songs. grrr...

i think raft-boy should come online and talk to me. because i am bored. so very bored. time to go check other blogs now...
so said lynne at 8:41 PM [say something yourself]

oooh my mum just came home and brought dark crystal guess what i will be doing after church tonight...actually, no. i'll be online. [g] i might watch it tomorrow...but probably not because i have spotlight. maybe friday, if i'm not at the basketball game. if not, then definitely saturday before the talent show. [g]
so said lynne at 6:12 PM [say something yourself]

haha...i definitely am blind. i was checking the tv guide to see who's on the late shows this week and got to thursday:

tonight show with jay leno scheduled: rodney dangerfield, music guest keith moon

i was like, "what?!" but apparently it's keith urban, not moon...i really need help. like, the whole gleebs= lunatic thing, except that actually makes sense (haha, gleebs), this doesn't since keith moon has been dead for over twenty years...

i just had to change my shirt because i got relish and ketchup all over my other one while eating supper...and no, i was not eating hot dogs or hamburgers or anything of that sort. i was eating a sandwich. haha...i decided not to cook anything for supper today because i've already been successful in cooking twice this week (i made cinnamon rolls with jenna sunday, and veggie dogs for supper yesterday) and i didn't want to jinx my luck.

i got my pictures from the concert back today...i haven't seen them yet, except for the one where peter's holding my present. except, that isn't really true because some stupid person's hands got in the way so you can't see it at all. : Þ but...i might eventually get them scanned. jamie's still waiting for my travis pictures from september. [g]

lady in reeeeddd....
so said lynne at 6:06 PM [say something yourself]

i just came online to do...*gasp* homework! the internet is no longer fun for me. but it wasn't that hard (conjugating spanish verbs in the subjunctive form), especially when you press the "correct" button and it's automatically done for you...haha. and now i'm rewarding myself by browsing the internet freely for the next hour. mainly to annoy my brother, but i also am waiting for beth to come online. but she won't be on until an hour from now...

i made a deal with my mum that i would wash the dishes so she'd drive me to church tonight. i think it's pretty bad that i have to make deals so i can go to church but whatever. the real reason is that she's very busy today so if i do something to make extra time in her day, she'll have the time to drive me. i really need my license...

i could say something about raft-boy right now, but i'm not going to. i'm controlling myself. [g]

there's a basketball game friday, it's varsity vs. alumni. i want to go (you don't even realise how much i've missed basketball!) but first i have to convince someone to go with me (probably jess) so i won't look like the loser i am sitting all alone by myself. and then...oh, i'll have to pay, won't i? that's it, i think i should reorganise pep band just so i won't have to pay. because i have no money. i still have to buy a talent show ticket...that's saturday. yay! i told brian i'd scream for him. [g]

today i ordered dark crystal, legend, and pretty in pink from my library, under the orders of sarah. i also ordered the last unicorn under orders of my childhood. and i'm supposed to get dark crystal today so that should be fun to watch after church.

and the moment of truth never came...but that's okay, really.

i had a good day today. i kept smiling insanely and everyone thought i was psycho. i probably am. and then there's study, where i spontaneously burst into laughter for no apparent reason, but it's because i try to imagine raft-boy with a goatee...it doesn't work, and that's okay because i hate goatees. matt used to have one and it was...icky. i'm serious! [g] gleebs, remember him pole dancing on the subway to boston? that was crazy. he's hot now, though. i saw him this weekend on the way to my concert (he was with my sister when we picked her up). but i probably shouldn't say that, seeing how one of my best friends is his sister...oh well. [g] but i still miss his curls. those were awesome.

i'm going to shut up now, really...
so said lynne at 3:23 PM [say something yourself]

i don't want to go to school...i have absolutely nothing to motivate me. but my mum won't let me stay home because i haven't missed any days this semestre. isn't that a reason why i should be allowed to miss a day? i am so sick of school right now...

i have to go on the library webpage and check for the last unicorn. because i have an urge to watch it now. [g]
so said lynne at 6:24 AM [say something yourself]

it would actually be better if my computer worked, believe it or not. i finally got the sound to work, but now the mouse doesn't. it works on aol, but it doesn't work on the desktop. so i'm basically stuck in aol. fuuuun...

wqri is not amusing me tonight. at all. they played david bowie, and that was the only good one. time to break out the old mp3's...

it's almost 10:30. the moment of truth will come soon...or not. i am so weird. [g]

and raft-boy's friend never came back on so i couldn't ask him my question...darn.
so said lynne at 10:17 PM [say something yourself]

my brother is so annoying! he cannot keep out of my business (he thinks that since he finds out one "secret" about me, my obsession which everyone else knows anyway, he is at liberty to read my ims, im people on my buddy list, and read this, etc.) and not only that, but he has to comment on everything. and he watches the stupidest shows ever. example, right now he is watching shocking behaviour caught on tape and it's all about people running around naked or something. i don't know. i hope he reads this, too. because he should know that telling my mum about what i write on here is not going to make me shut up.

just reason number two hundred seventy-eight as to why i cannot wait to go to college...i have seniouritis so bad, it's not even funny. i'm not even a seniour! i need help...
so said lynne at 8:25 PM [say something yourself]

beth and i have decided that i am going to ask raft-boy's friend a specific quesiton about raft-boy next time his friend comes online. yeeeeaah...i'm sure.

and don't ask how i have his friend's screen name. i'm not even sure myself. i just somehow find out this stuff. people come up to me, "hey did you know..." and whatever. basically random people. it's pretty strange. i swear, half my school knows about my obsession.
so said lynne at 5:45 PM [say something yourself]

i was actually checking up on my blogs and matt wrote something that made me giggle: "One of these days I'm just going to jump on him. Unfortunately, due to my less than heavy stature, he may not notice me on his back and continue walking." i don't know why, but i couldn't stop laughing at that. i'll seriously have to sign his guestbook one of these days. eventually...
so said lynne at 5:07 PM [say something yourself]

i am so cold...today in school was freezing. in study, my hands were seriously numb from the cold! but after that, i went to chemistry in the library and my seat is practically on the heater so that was good. the only two classes i didn't freeze in were chemistry and history. both are in the library. the rest of the school is freezing. well, seniour corridor is really hot after third period or something like that, but i only have spanish in there and that's first period (during which it's freezing). and on days 2 and 4 i have chemistry in there (when i have lab). and...i have lab tomorrow. great.

and then there are the stupid people who come into chemistry and complain that it's too hot...i'm sitting on the heater (i was seriously warming my hands on the heater!) and i'm cold. so what's up? i don't think i'm sick...or at least i hope not.

the talent show is saturday! i'm so excited...[g]
so said lynne at 4:27 PM [say something yourself]

awww, people are home now. that sucks.
so said lynne at 10:24 PM [say something yourself]

i'm still bored, so i'm going to actually write something that is maybe semi-intelligent. how often does that happen? not very, i'll admit. sorry. anyway, certain people (*raft-boy*) have the completely wrong impression about me. see, half the school thinks i'm dating nate or something. the other half knows about my obsession (but we're not going to discuss that). raft-boy happens to fall into the first category, i'm pretty sure (or both...don't ask me how). because see, nate and i are always together, whether it be in school (it's not my fault we're in the same classes!), after school (so we have the same activities...), or at dances (no other guys will dance with me). and we're really close friends. and to the casual observer (or not-so-casual, since a couple of my friends have accused me of it), it looks like we're flirting. but really, we're just having a good time. see, this is the truth:

i could never date one of my guy friends. i know, friends are supposed to make the best boyfriends or whatever, but i don't believe that. but see, i am a very uncomfortable person, and if i like one of my friends (this has only happened once in the past few years), it's just a bad situation. because then i have to stop talking to them because i get all paranoid that they'll guess i like them...and then they always find out, one way or another. so then i can't talk to them for like, another year. so, for that to happen with a friend would just be bad.

it's bad enough when it's a completely random person (i'll admit, i am constantly falling for random guys...such as the indie guy in the cafe or The Demonic One, whom i've never talked to in my life) and they find out. example, i liked this kid (whom shall remain nameless because practically nobody knows about it now) from fifth to seventh grade, and he found out almost right at the beginning. then i could never talk to him again. when i see him in the halls now, six years after he found out, i still cannot look at him. last year when i sat next to him in history was torture, believe me. [g] but, imagine that being a friend i'm used to constantly being with. and what if we did go out, and broke up? "let's still be friends"? i don't think so. it would never be the same again...and, especially with nate, i wouldn't want to ruin a great friendship just for a little fling. but...that could just be me.

and i'm glad i finally got this off my chest to someone. if anyone reads it. [g] but...yeah. that is why i like random guys. well, raft-boy isn't completely random (i have had conversations with him! just...not recently) but that's a completely different story. which i am not going to discuss on here. good night.

people need to come online...
so said lynne at 10:23 PM [say something yourself]

i am sooo bored right now...i'm just sitting here, blasting "stairway to heaven" and singing along really loud, and my cat's giving me weird looks...and that's all. maybe i should do my trig homework. but first, i hate trig. and second, i already tried it and it's impossible. so i shall just sit here and complain about being bored. [g] and now even jamie's not on...i can't even talk to my sister because she's away. i'm so bored, i'd probably even talk to raft-boy if he came on. but he's stupid and doesn't come on. : Þ

i really need a job now. how many times have i said that? well, it's especially true because prom tickets go on sale april fourth (until the twelfth) and i have absolutely no money as of right now. actually, i have $-155. ha. but my mum said that i can buy prom tickets before i pay her back for everything else. only problem is...i have no money to buy the tickets. and then, i'll have to get up the courage to ask someone to the prom. because i've been saying i would, but now that it's getting closer i'm getting scared. i'm such a coward. [g] it's not that i'm afraid of rejection or anything, i just...hate talking to people. that's one of the reasons i don't have a job. i need something where i don't have to talk to people. and how many of those exist...? exactly.
so said lynne at 10:06 PM [say something yourself]

well, screw that. aol stopped working again. but it was only for ten minutes at the most. the shortest battle i've ever had with aol has been much longer than that. and i'm back now. so it's good.

and...6.0 has ceased amusing me. it was fun while it lasted...oh well. now i'm bored. people need to come online. well, jamie's on, but i'm sure everyone knows what i mean...[g] ooh, erica's on! but i'm not going to talk to her...i'm so lazy. [g]
so said lynne at 9:42 PM [say something yourself]

i'm on 6.0. you know, it only took me three and a half hours to download...but oh well. i am so amused by this, it's ridiculous! there are away messages! so now i won't have to go on aim to put on away messages...but i will to read people's. because sometimes i want to know where my sister is but i don't feel like iming her. [g] but...this is so awesome! and there are new icons for favourite places in the tool bar..there's a peace sign! and a basketball! eeee...[g]

and best of all, i can actually get online, stay on, and *do stuff* at this time! normally, i'd be struggling with aol for the next hour...but i'm not! this is great! [g]
so said lynne at 8:20 PM [say something yourself]

i found it! you must all bow down to my amazingness....or something. maybe a word that actually exists would help...[g]
so said lynne at 7:14 PM [say something yourself]

and...i'm still downloading stupid aol. grr...but i tried to do something worthwhile in the meantime. i tried finding my tape with the who on the simpsons from...october. because i never watched it. i remember at spotlight last semestre, someone (probably sam?) asked me if i had seen it yet, and i said no but i'd probably watch it that weekend. ha. so i'm trying to find it...but since i have a hundred and eighty-nine unlabeled tapes and seventy-two mislabeled tapes, it's practically impossible. but it's occupying my time tonight, because i'm going to be the only one home (my mum's taking my brother and his friend to lupo's to see insane clown posse). and i might actually finish downloading aol. ha. this is pathetic...i haven't been doing anything while it downloads, either! this is the first time, because i figured it wouldn't harm it much...oh well.
so said lynne at 6:38 PM [say something yourself]

i got midterms today...i got a stupid 83 in history. i'm kind of mad about that, since my history grade last semestre was awesome (94) but it's not this semestre because my teacher doesn't give notes...but that's also only counting one test (on which i completely blanked out), not the one we just took a couple weeks ago, so i guess it's okay. it better go up soon, though.

and i got an 87 in spanish...it was higher a few weeks ago, i thought. oh well. other than that, i'm pretty happy (except for my english grade, but that's because i hate the teacher). i actually have a 96 in chemistry. last semestre i had to struggle for an 80. what does that tell you about my teacher last semestre? i hated him. [g]

and i have to go download stupid aol 6.0 now...because i could just install it but my brother had to be stupid and ruin every single disk they sent us (he puts them in the microwave and such) so now i have to download it. i've tried twice, for an hour each, and gotten nowhere because my computer sucks. last night, i couldn't even stay online from 9 to 10:30, and then i couldn't do much after that. aol sucks. it needs to die.
so said lynne at 4:55 PM [say something yourself]

and i miss raft-boy. [g]
so said lynne at 6:19 PM [say something yourself]

i'm having a conversation with jenna online. she's sitting right next to me. we're such dorks...[g]
so said lynne at 6:17 PM [say something yourself]

i'm so bored...maybe i'll go watch quadrophenia. because i started watching it about a month ago and only got through the first forty-five minutes. [g]

oh, i started a new book yesterday...i was at the library for a total of fifteen minutes yesterday and managed to get two books, adding them to the ever-growing pile of books i've gotten since october and haven't read...i think the total's up to fifty or something close to that. but anyway, i started reading enchantment by orson scott card. and i came home and looked at my stack of books, and realised that i have two of his books (ender's game and the seventh son). i didn't even know that. i really need to get started on some of these...[g]

"well, you don't like green eggs and ham?" "ooh, mr. perception, sam i am..." moxy fruvous rocks.
so said lynne at 12:25 PM [say something yourself]

my sister just left for college a little while ago. [this part has been edited because of my stupid annoyhing brother]

exactly three months until oasis and spacehog...no, i'm not excited at all. whatever gave you that impression? [g]
so said lynne at 11:25 AM [say something yourself]